stop crying

wat happen?


yeterday..
i chat wit him ady..
i ask him...
care abt me or nt..
he sy..
frenz muz care abt u 1..
"FRENZ"
ok....
so i sy..
den frenz lo..
nvm..
den he sy he koe i still love him
wat?!
omg..
den y he keep lik tat???
in my mind so confuse..
mayb jz i feel onli..
sometimes v so ai mei..
sometimes v so gud..
n i gav him a ting..
same wit me 1 he oso koe..
den he accept n wear in his hand..zzz
n i m writting him in fb..
y he sometime will ask me wat happen?
he y care abt me??
wat is tis?
frenz?
ok..
mayb i felt wrong...
bt wat i feel..
i koe...
den is frenz lo..
he sy haiz..
den sy suan
n den jiu jiang
wat he thking at tat moment?
let me feel lik..
he is trying 2 sy wat...
he sy time cn make me recover..
n he decide 2 go oversea 2 work ady
watever...


i dun scare hurt by ppl
bt i really dun trust love anymore..
he ask y?
bcs of him?
or wat..
i duno..
y mny times...
i giv everyting 2 tat guy..
n i doo a gud gf...100% 1
bt..
they still left me..
n go find those qiao po..??
y..?
i really duno...
mayb they dun wan a gud gal....lik me..
he sy i hvent met tat guy suit 4 me 1..
i duno..
i feel tat he is evading..
duno y...
he keep sying sry...
bt 2 me..
sry is ntg..
n he quite unhappy..
bcs he feel so sry 2 me..


i told him.
i saw someting
den i thk i dun wan tell him i luv him
he sy xx
i sy i koe u still love her
he sy
no..
nt him 1..
he wont force..
he let go her ady..
den i sy
i listen some abt u 2
den i realize u didnt luv me start frm the beginning..
he sy he lik me b4...
he is nt a play boy..
n he sy
i misunderstand them ady..
bt y dun he let me keep misunderstand..??
y he wan tell me those ting..
i duno...


in the end....
i still keep crying..
bad mood..
n dun slp...