Monday, March 29, 2010

hot

2day really veri hot..
omg~
make me feel so pek cek n uncomfortable..

2day
i really hapi
i play around
jz lik usual..
i thk all the ting can settled 1..
i thk lik tat..
n nw...
i jz try 2 do watever i muz do
study
prepare 4 the presentation n test!!

i nid rest nw...
bt cnt..
i hope all my frenz...
dun giv themselves too mny stress..
gambateh 4 the presentation..

Sunday, March 28, 2010

心情很糟糕

今天真的没心情
很累
不够睡
做么不够睡
因为昨天心情也不是很好。。
好不容易睡着了
但是
那个该死的电话响了
打来一次还不够
打两次
顶不顺就起来接
不认识的号码。。
一听
walao
恶心死了。。
发出那种声音
我说salah nombor
还拼命问我是女的吗?
walao
分明是来乱的!
不理他
改了电话继续睡
今天一早就起来扫墓
又一直被念!
心情糟到谷底了。。
昨天的事情又还没解决
想了想
不想在介意
但好像很难
不理啦
在看到某人那样写
哇~
火都来。。
不懂做么看到他就觉得很讨厌!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

♥me♥

i m who i m..
i try 2 b hapi
try 2 let all my frenz around me hapi
bt...
didnt i really hapi..
tis few days i keep asking myself..
wat i really wan??
y my life lik tat??
i duno..
i m trying as hard as i could 2 make myself 
bcome a real me in my frenz
bt..
i didnt..
i dun wan b so stupid anymore
sometime
wat i thk
all are rubbish


i m quite bad mood tis few days
i hate waiting
bt 2day i wait 4 the bus oso..
den make me damn angry..
i almost wan 2 hit tat bus drive..bt i didnt...
n i wait 4 a ppl msg
2 tell me 2day he wan hw?
bt he didnt
n i sms him..


i hate tis..
he oso ddint tell me tat
lucky i sms him yesterday
if nt i duno he wan go eat wit his family..
n he didnt tell me oso..
den he wan take me straight go eat if i nt asking?
den i really dun wan..
cz v r ntg..zzz


den he sy c 1st...
tmr tell me
bt till 5 someting
he didnt sms me at all
i hate ppl wan fang me fei ji oso dun wan tell me
n me keep waiting..
n den wan me hugnry till die??
wat lah...
watever
i jz dun wan b stupid anymore......

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

cheat

in tis world..
mny ting b cheat 1..
face..
chest..
cup size..
or watever ting

y wan cheat?
i dunno...
zzz..
feel lik tis world ntg is real..
feel lik sometime cnt even trust anyting

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

silly day...n angry tat..

mon
i met a silly group of ppl..
when i was walking 2 the bus stop waiting the k bus..
a group of silly guys
standing somewhr whr i will walk by..
den they sw the public bus passed through..
den i walked by in front of them
they scold me..
stupid..
the bus ady when through..zzz
den i ignore wat they sy..
den they scolded again..
wahaha..
funny..


2day waiting quite long time 2 planned to go
replacement class..
bt....
tat dry chili dun let us replace leh..zzz
wat 2 do..
den v go bec..
he so loud sy 2 us..zzz
wat v cnt do tat omg
v really cn do tat..
somemore..
he having replacement wit 2 class..
haiz..
den mayb bcs of tat..
he dun let us go..
den thur jz go 4 1 class..
n tat class..
start at 4pm..
omg..
will die..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

wat a boring day

duno y lah 2day
quite weird 1..
miz him
thk abt him..
omg~!
wat is in my mind~~~
gogogo....
aiyo...
sy wan giv up..
nw i m doing wat??!!!!
keep thking abt ur ting..
n yesterday..
u hor....
haiz..
v really is frenz?
or special frenz?
i thk n feel u oso gt feeling 1..
really?
duno..zzz
i nw...
jz wan 2 enjoy my life....

Thursday, March 18, 2010

thx him..make me hapi again..he is so nice..


...♥--QV--♥... says:
气死我了
tommy says:
*??
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*被人气到
tommy says:
*看到你骂粗口噢。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*是拉。。
tommy says:
*好凶。。。
*我怕到。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*就很生气啦
*zzz
*最好是你怕。。
tommy says:
*怕怕叻。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*谁叫他们惹我。。
*没死过。。
*我又没骂你啦
tommy says:
*我没惹你啊。。。
*T.T
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*zzz
*我又没骂你
tommy says:
*好怕。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*zzz
tommy says:
*呜呜呜。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我没有骂你
*喂
tommy says:
*哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*为
*你很坏哦
tommy says:
*逗你开心嘛。。。
*不可以噢??
*那就算了咯。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*可以
*还蛮有效的
tommy says:
*哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*因为我笑了
*谢谢你。。
*你最好了
*哈哈
tommy says:
*当然。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*刚才不来帮他们?
tommy says:
*哼哼。。。
*哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*让他们被我骂
tommy says:
*帮谁??
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哈哈
*哼什么?
tommy says:
*我没酱傻跑去送死叻。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*被我骂的人
*哈哈
*你哦
tommy says:
*哈哈。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*怕死哦
*哈哈
tommy says:
*开心了吧??

*怕死很正常啊。。。
*哈哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哈哈
*开心回了
*你最好了啦。。
*下次不开心找你就对了
*哈哈
*我没有很凶啦
*有一个还不道歉哦
*他们说道太过分了
tommy says:
*管他们酱多干嘛。。。
*不值得。。。
*我当然好咯。。。
*哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*不值得?
tommy says:
*不值得生气啦。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*?、
*哈哈
*还以为你说不值得被我骂
*你又知道什么事?
*zzz
tommy says:
*做人还要看别人的脸色就惨咯。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*没有啦
tommy says:
*我不知道。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我刚好心情不好。。
*你说看我的脸色咯?
*zzz
tommy says:
*但我知道能不生气就不生气咯。。。
*我那里有说噢??
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哈哈
*我知道啊
tommy says:
*你自己讲的。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*也不想生气的
*可是很火大啊
tommy says:
*别赖在我这里。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*就骂人咯
*哈哈
*我没有说什么哦。。
*没有啦
tommy says:
*骂人了。。。然后???
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我看你脸色而已
*哈哈
*然后。。
*爽了咯
*哈哈
tommy says:
*还是一样火大??

*会爽吗??
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我哦?
*过后就好很多了咯。。
*会。。
*被我骂了
*当然爽了
tommy says:
*我只知道我妹给我顶到她无话可说。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*他们有事就找我帮啦
tommy says:
*哈哈哈。。。
*好开心。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*zzz
*你很坏哦
*做么顶他
*哈哈
tommy says:
*好久没顶人了嘛。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*你那样也等于我骂人啊
*zzz
*你有顶我咯
tommy says:
*我没骂她啊。。。我只是顶到她无话可说罢了。。。
*哈哈。。。
*顶嘴是正常的啦。。。
*好开心好开心。。。
*哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*你当然没有骂咯。。
*我是说你那种开心等于我骂了人
*哈哈
*是拉。。
tommy says:
*凯诗也被我顶。。。
*哈哈哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我是长那样。。
*你自己说自己爽哦。。
*自己越说越开心哦。。
tommy says:
*当然。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哈哈
*你很坏哦。。
*下次我要顶你了
tommy says:
*要不然给谁爽??
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哈哈
*zzz
*你硬硬要炫耀?
tommy says:
*顶的过我吗??
*哈哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*不懂哦。。
*哇哈哈
tommy says:
*我哪有??
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*没试过。。
*有咯。。
*有炫耀的味道
*哈哈
tommy says:
*我不想试。。
*哈哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*试什么?
tommy says:
*你嗅到??
*和我顶嘴咯。。。
*哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哇哈哈
tommy says:
*我妹是习惯了的。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*是的。。
*我嗅到。。
*哇哈哈
tommy says:
*因为我时常顶她。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*做么不要跟我顶嘴?
tommy says:
*哈哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哈哈
*他很可怜叻
tommy says:
*怕输咯。。。
*哈哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*难道这是你表现疼她地方法?
*哇哈哈
*你哦。
*让下人不可以哦?
tommy says:
*你酱凶。。。还骂粗口。。。我怕怕的叻。。
*我有让她啊。。。
*我让她比较多叻。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*zzz
tommy says:
*要不然她那里会和我酱好??

...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我哪里有凶?
*我有对你凶过哦?
tommy says:
*fxxk u叻。。。
*我怕怕。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我是很生气很生气才骂的。。
tommy says:
*我知道啦。。
*逗你罢了。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*不然我没有骂的
*zzz
tommy says:
*不可以??
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*很好逗哦?
*你很坏哦
tommy says:
*至少你心情好多了吧??
*坏叻。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*也对啦。。
*哈哈
tommy says:
*嘿嘿嘿。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*很坏。。
*哈哈
*谢谢。。
tommy says:
*不用客气。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我知道他跟你那么好的原因了
*哈哈
*zzz
tommy says:
*呵呵。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*不要自恋哦。。
*哈哈
*不要自己爽哦
tommy says:
*我~~~~~~~~~
*一定会得。。。
*哈哈哈。。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*zzz
tommy says:
*哇哈哈。。。
*哇哈哈哈哈。。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哈你的头
tommy says:
*哇哈哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*还笑哦。。
*不行
tommy says:
*哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我也要笑
*哈哈
*不可以输给你
tommy says:
*不行什么??
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*zzz
*不能输给你咯
*哈哈
tommy says:
*=.="""
*无聊噢你??

*=.=???
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*幼稚2人组
*哇哈哈
*不可以哦?
tommy says:
*哇阿哈哈哈1。。。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*心情好回了不可以笑哦?
*Haha
tommy says:
*可以。。。
*好会了就好咯。。。
*免得你今晚睡不去。。。
*哈哈哈。。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*可以就好。。
*哈哈
*你都知道我好回了
*不会咯
*为这些人谁不去很不值得哦。。
*我要好好睡一觉。。。哇哈哈
tommy says:
*生气更不值得。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*要像你一样猪
*哈哈
tommy says:
*哈哈哈。。。
*最好咯。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我也不想的啊
*zzz
*就很火大啊
tommy says:
*会变美美的噢。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*根本就是
tommy says:
*哈哈哈。。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*变美美?
*什么变美美?
tommy says:
*我要拿冷水泼你了。。。
*睡多咯。。。
*就能变美美。。。
*阿哈哈哈。。。
*你相信吗??

...♥--QV--♥... says:
*来来来
*现在来那冰水泼我
*哈哈
*这个我相信啊
*11点前睡觉
*就可以了
tommy says:
*还以为你不相信。。。
*哈哈哈。。。
*我现在怎样过去??

...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哈哈
*我又尝试的ok
*哇哈哈
*你哦。。
*飞过来
*马上哦
tommy says:
*我不是superman。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*我要现在看打你哦
tommy says:
*=.=
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哇哈哈
*看
*zzz
*你可以想象你是
*哇哈哈
tommy says:
*想象?????????
*有用咩?
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*是的
*zzz
*没有
*哇哈哈
*blek
tommy says:
*傻了???????????????

*???????
*???????
*??????
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*blek2
tommy says:
*?????????
*??????????
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*是的
*哇哈哈
tommy says:
*????????/
*??????????
*??????????
*???????????
*?????????????
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*到你傻了
tommy says:
*/????????????
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*喂
*搞艺术哦?
tommy says:
*哇哈哈哈。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*哇哈哈
tommy says:
*我要冲凉了。。。
*你心情好了就好。。。。
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*好的
*哈哈
tommy says:
*88
...♥--QV--♥... says:
*谢谢咯
*bb
*晚安
tommy says:
*晚安。。。。

erm...

my mood still ok 2day
2day jz lik normal day
go college
bec home..
n jz lik tat..
ntg special
bt still hv special ting
tat make me cry..
he post a video
i duno whether he oso thk lik tat..
me saw ady..
straight away cry
cz feel my heart so pain..
y lik tat..
wat had happen btw us??
i duno..
den suddenly v break up
n suddenly he giv me some hope..
v r so gud..
zzzz...
till nw
he so care me..
mayb jz me thk too much..
mayb is frenz care..
den...
zzzz..
my head full of him nw..
nt nw
is owes...
damn suck tis feeling..
miz-ing..
make myself so suck...
nw....
no mood ady..

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

walk walk

wah...2day plan 2 go walk walk n eat
i go school morning..
den go class..
damn slppy..
cz 2day morning suddenly gt ppl hor..
come my house..n chat wit my parents..
den veri loud..omg...~~
den make me cnt concentrate in the class...zzz
veri tired..

den after tat 
v sit bus go town
walao eh..
tat bus..
damn hot n slow..
the bus use almost half hour 2 reach ioi..
den when reach bs ady 2.40...
omg!!!!
damn slow..
so suffer in the bus...
hot ah~~~...

v wait at sheau hong house n den sit BS car go
gud..
no so hot
if nt..
sit tat bus..
lik go sauna...
zzz

den v go walk walk n eat..
so hapi..
n me..
wan tis hapi continue..
hw sy...
veri gud i giv up...
zzz
y he will lik tat..
duno..

Monday, March 15, 2010

weird


2day
quite weird 1
i didnt feel sad or no mood
mayb the heart pain ady bcome habit 4 me
owes pain
bt my heart will still pain

2day
jz lik normal..
bt i talk mny..
eat mny..
n keep thking..
tat's me...!!!

2day quite hot 1
n i so lazy 2 walk bec home
so i wait my dad 2 fetch me..
sitting at thr
the place whr v 1st met
tat place i waiting u came 2 fetch me..
sitting at thr
i koe..
v nt same anymore..
the place oso nt same anymore..
sad-ing.....
bt..
in the end
i koe i wan b more stronger....

Sunday, March 14, 2010

stop crying

wat happen?


yeterday..
i chat wit him ady..
i ask him...
care abt me or nt..
he sy..
frenz muz care abt u 1..
"FRENZ"
ok....
so i sy..
den frenz lo..
nvm..
den he sy he koe i still love him
wat?!
omg..
den y he keep lik tat???
in my mind so confuse..
mayb jz i feel onli..
sometimes v so ai mei..
sometimes v so gud..
n i gav him a ting..
same wit me 1 he oso koe..
den he accept n wear in his hand..zzz
n i m writting him in fb..
y he sometime will ask me wat happen?
he y care abt me??
wat is tis?
frenz?
ok..
mayb i felt wrong...
bt wat i feel..
i koe...
den is frenz lo..
he sy haiz..
den sy suan
n den jiu jiang
wat he thking at tat moment?
let me feel lik..
he is trying 2 sy wat...
he sy time cn make me recover..
n he decide 2 go oversea 2 work ady
watever...


i dun scare hurt by ppl
bt i really dun trust love anymore..
he ask y?
bcs of him?
or wat..
i duno..
y mny times...
i giv everyting 2 tat guy..
n i doo a gud gf...100% 1
bt..
they still left me..
n go find those qiao po..??
y..?
i really duno...
mayb they dun wan a gud gal....lik me..
he sy i hvent met tat guy suit 4 me 1..
i duno..
i feel tat he is evading..
duno y...
he keep sying sry...
bt 2 me..
sry is ntg..
n he quite unhappy..
bcs he feel so sry 2 me..


i told him.
i saw someting
den i thk i dun wan tell him i luv him
he sy xx
i sy i koe u still love her
he sy
no..
nt him 1..
he wont force..
he let go her ady..
den i sy
i listen some abt u 2
den i realize u didnt luv me start frm the beginning..
he sy he lik me b4...
he is nt a play boy..
n he sy
i misunderstand them ady..
bt y dun he let me keep misunderstand..??
y he wan tell me those ting..
i duno...


in the end....
i still keep crying..
bad mood..
n dun slp...

stop waiting

i thk..
mayb i nid 2 stop waiting at tis moment..
i koe the ppl who i waiting 4 wont come bec
n all my waiting bcome useless
n i too confident wit all tat
tat guy i love
tat guy i waiting
i feel tat he still love me
bt...
nw
i duno thk so..
mayb he break up wit me is really
he found tat he nt love me..
mayb in his heart..
i jz a ting..
use 2 replace some1 onli..
mayb in his heart
he still lik her..
i duno y every1 lik her so much?
i duno
my guy cheat n play by her
bt in the end
they still luv her..
y i owes try 2 do my best 4 who i luv
try 2 make them hapi..
try 2 luv him more..
bt in the end..
they all left me
n wont come bec anymore..
y they lik a bad gal..
sad...
i really wan 2 stop waiting nw
make me sad..
although u giv me mny memories
n mny hapi ting..
make me hapi owes..
bt nw
i dun wan b greedy anymore..
u duno..
i owes hapi bcs of u..
nw...
no more...
stop here!
stop love u
stop miz u
stop nid u
stop waiting u..
stop everyting......
stop at here...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

waiting

i hate waiting..
in tis world..
mny ting nid 2 wait
waiting 4 love
waiting 4 him
waiting 4 time
waiting 4 car
waiting 4 the bus
waiting........


bt i hate waiting
especially nid wait veri long time 1
tis really make me going 2 mad
my patient gone
my mood gone
make me wan 2 hit ppl
especially when i m veri tired


n i m waiting 4 a gud time 
2 tell him wat i feel
2 tell him hw much i love him
hw much i miz him
hw much i nid him
bt the time wont come
when is the most suit time 4 us?
i duno
i koe tis is nt the suit time 4 us 2 talking tis
i koe u r mayb will go 2 a far far place
i koe u dun wan patuo nw
i koe all..
so...
i choose 2 b silent...
tis is the best way 4 us
i thk..
i dun wan 2 b sad anymore...zzz


at the end
i m still waiting...........
wait....

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

thking

thking
mny ting nid 2 do decision is tis world..
wat 2 choose 2 eat
wat 2 choose 2 drink
wat type of frenz n bf u wan
really mny decision i make b4

bt i dun really koe the decision i make is gud or nt?
bt i hope i wont regret abt wat i do..
i koe i choose 2 luv u 
i wont regret n wont make wrong choice..^^

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

sometime

sometime really make me duno wat cn i do
cn i do tis?
or i wan 2 do tis or nt?
die lah me
duno wat 2 do
cn i lik tis??
den if i do tis..
den the factor is wat?
damn annoying
shit


so i ask mny ppl abt their decision if meet tis situation
bt i really duno hw nw
make my brain stuck ady
so suck
omg
den hw??
hw??
2day is the last day if i wan 2 sy
help me pls......
arrrrggggghhhhh!!~~


y u let me koe
y??
suck!!

watever

omg
weather so hot
2day
after class
go out eat ting wit my frenz
n acc him go mny place do his ting


den after come bec 
i met him in fb..
gud
he ask me wat happen
hapi
bt hw i gonna sy is bcs of him?
har?
hw
i duno
i wan tell him mny times ady
i still lik him
bt i koe i cnt sy
i koe nw is the most gud situation 4 both f us
den i keep tat in my heart as a secret tat he duno
me n him keep chatting
time pass faz
i koe he wan single
i koe
so i oso b single
zzz


i koe
nw mny ppl change ady..
bcome veri realistic
me?
still the same
i luv u nt bcs of ur $ ok..
jz bcs i luv u..
zzz
y i sy tis
i duno
.......

Monday, March 8, 2010

Sienz

omg
2day class so sienz
me almost slp in all classes
2day hv 3 classes
damn boring
y?
jz bcs boring
duno wat 2 do in EFB..
listen wat lecturer murmur-ing
bla bla bla...=.=
me zzz
haha
2day hv 2 class EFB
cz gt replacement
den really make me almost crazy..
den i start 2 hv fun
taking pic..^^

so boring den take pic 4 my table

my leg n MJ leg ==


me n Wk's leg =.=


3 table

really sienz till...zzzz
tmr 1 class onli
duno y?
sem 3..
so sienz....

work hard study ba...

                                                  

Saturday, March 6, 2010

y owes lik tat

make my life full wit anger
n full wit annoy
u all veri hapi lah
i hate tis
a guy tat a nt really rmb..
shit
y u do those stupid ting
pls stop it
make me feel annoying

a guy tat owes thk i m talking abt him
stop it
i duno wat inside ur brain
bt pls lah
dun owes thk ppl r talking abt u
damn shit
i m talking another ppl
n make my good mood 
become bad mood..
pls lah...
leave me alone..

a little guy tat i koe
pls lah
dun keep sms me
n ask me doing wat
i m veri bz
when i bz
dun come disturb me
i m nt ur mum
find other ppl
n me n u didnt koe each other
v met bcs of a camp..==
den i open fb oso wan let u koe ah?
i do mny ting n open fb is nt wrong
pls dun sy y bz still play fb\
i didnt play pls
i jz open
oso nid let u koe?
fxxx off
ok
u make me block u bcs of ur disturbing my life

next
a guy tat suddenly add my fb
attention: is he add me
nt me add him
den he post 2 my wall
sy thx 4 adding
omg
damn suck
i didnt add u
pls dun sy i add u
n i told u i didnt add u
dun sy i add u
u sy same 1
fuck!
nt same ok
i didnt add u pls dun simply sy
shit
n keep disturbing my life
when i c u post ting in my wall
i m veri angry
u duno anyting of me
pls dun judge me by wat u thk

y guys!!!
u all keep do those stupid ting
make ppl angry n feel annoying u all veri hapi
fuck off
dun let me slap u all..!!!
n block all of u....
go away frm my life!shit..