Tuesday, August 31, 2010

lazy gal

i m a LAZY gal~~
lazy~~
lazy study
dun wan study
c those note
so mny ting wan momerise
wah
more lazy
omg~~
@@
i m lazy gal
tmr FA test~
i m still here
lazy nia

Sunday, August 29, 2010

i m weird


i m a weird gal..
i koe wat i wan
i koe the consequence
so i cnt accept
i reject..
i felt i m a bad gal..
i jz dun wan 2 waste ur time
so....
i m confusing
n i oso dun wan tat incident happen again
i cnt afford tat...

Saturday, August 28, 2010

~~


sometime i really feel
tis world nt everyting is fair
n nt everyting v cn control
someting ady fixed when v born
sometime i feel so useless
i cnt do or cnt control
all the ting happen around me
i cnt do anyting
feel so bad
i onli can c the ting happen
sad
or cry...
damn hate tis feeling

BOOM

my head really wan BOOM ady
tis few days
my head so pain
pain till i cnt even focus~
den i m sick
i wan 2 vomit when eat 
feel slppy when study
n my head
really make me cnt thk
luckily 2day test quite easy
except 4 the calculation
if nt
i really wan go commit suicide ady
cz i no time n mood 2 memorise
so mny ting
den make me feel stress
mon
1 more sub
taxation
hope the same situation wont come again...

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

hv a gud rest


yesterday
really a tough day 4 me
i had a  headache
i m sick
bcs nt enough slp
bt yesterday hv MAF test
omg~~
bt luckily i oso koe hw 2 do
n can finish it

den nite
i went out wit my dear frenz
thye...
really hapi when met him
i cnt stop talking n sharing my story
haha
he so patient
listen all my funny story
thx him so much
v go 2 had a dinner n chat
den go sing k
v sing abt 1 n half hour 
i lost my voice
hehex
really fun n hapi
den v went 2 limteh n continue talking

long time no so relax n enjoy
i cn talk abt wat i wan 2 talk

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

i m a normal gal


i m a normal gal
really normal
v a normal face
normal height
n normal weight

i oso lik other gal
nid ppl love me
nid ppl sayang me
nid ppl care me
i oso nid a ppl
listen 2 me
[[ normal thking ]]

i m nt a god too
i cant  control my feeling
sad,hapi
all i cnt control
i koe
i no nid bother so much 
wat ppl sy
wat ppl thk abt me
bt i mind if my best frenz r sying me



Monday, August 23, 2010

weird theory...


yesterday
gt a ppl told me
faker will live longer 
than ppl tat owes wan 2 koe the truth
den...i will die faz?
wahaha..
i duno..
bt i really hate 2 b fake
or b frenz wit faker
i really duno y they r so fake..
wahaha..
bt important is..i m who i m..
no nid bother them y lik tat btr..
jz do my best
i hate 2 c them acting in front of me
so...next time if my frenz ask faker out..
dun ask me out..
let i will angry...
hehex^^

yesterday
a frenz oso told me
tis world gt mny guy
willing 2 cheat by gal..
haha..
i gt saw so mny cases
i agree
bt y they willing?
i duno...
confuse
mayb those gal r gud 2 them??
mayb..
tis make me rmb 1 sentence 
guy lik bad gal...^^
i m a gud gal..
so guy dun lik..XD

Sunday, August 22, 2010

ubs

really make me faint
when c ubs
bcs i took tis sub myself
den  nid study by myself....
den i really thk tat it is easy 2 me
bt it is not
me almost spoil my books n laptop 
bcs i cnt balance the figure~~
tis is the worst ting
n i hate it
i really panic yesterday
bcs 2day is ubs exam~~!!
bt after sit 4 the exam
i feel relax
cz i still can handled
bt i use logical thking 
so i oso duno rite or nt
bt nw...
relax..
wed
maf~
so mny chap
wait 4 die..^^

Saturday, August 21, 2010

paiseh nia~

真的是很paiseh叻
我这个人
真的不是很会跟人相处
尤其是长辈
因为很多时候我都不知道要跟他们说什么
说笑有很奇怪
那么要说什么呢?
我就是人际关系不好叻
所以昨天我真的超级无敌的paiseh
要晕咯
气氛很僵咯
还好我朋友有事先跟我说
我然我会当场傻眼
zzz

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

hey~get lost~





when u had me

y u duno hw 2 appreciate me?
when u lost me
onli u koe hw 2 appreciate me??!!
wahaha
funny..
sy wat
 nw onli koe i m gud...
i wan vomit when listen this kind of rubbish

den ppl dun wan reply ur msg
n dun wan ans ur phone 4 a few months..
n even change number dun wan tell u
tis mean wat?
ppl dun wan bother u
u r annoying 
u koe tat??!!
u cant sense tat??~
somemore ppl block u in fb 
u still duno wat happen?
u msg me y u cnt find me??~
omg~
so funny..
y u dun thk tat ppl dun wan bother u
dun wan chat v u
n y u dun thk tat u r annoying
omg~
get lost frm my life~
get lost frm my phone!!!!!
go find some1 else "play" wit u
dun wan come n find me anymore!
so annoying


Monday, August 16, 2010

Meaningful day


yesterday was MJ borthday
v planned 2 let her shock when c us
v go 2 her hostel
n ask her bf bring her go eat dinner
den v go in her room wit the cake v buy
den when she come in her room
v all shout
wahaha
she really shock
v r successful~
hehex
den v go limteh at The Bean thr
v keep chatting n photo-ing
hehex
den v go sing k...
after tat
v at the road thr keep photo-ing
so funny....

Thursday, August 12, 2010

wat is frenz


2 me
wat is a frenz mean 2 me
erm..
a frenz is a ppl tat
u koe he/she
u can talk,joke..
n a ppl tat u nid 2 bcareful
cz sometime
he/she is using u
n mayb he/she can oso jk n talk wit u
bt they treat u as ntg
n even sy bad ting in front of u
critic u
omg~
he/she thk who he/she is??
funny~
sometime
those critic r funny
y he/she thk u r wrong?
y he/she didnt thk abt his/herself
wahaha
so funny
sometime when u still hv value
they will treat u gud
when u dun hv value
they wont bother u anymore
so, i oso will pretend n acting

REAL frenz
2 me real frenz
they r those ppl
tat i trust
n i wont pretend
hw mny real frenz i hv?
i duno
bt real frenz r less 
most ppl r faker

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

谎言

很可笑的这世界
很多人总是叫你发表意见
还是叫你告诉他一些东西
往往呢
你说出来了
却没人想要相信你说的话
真可笑
那么为何要我说呢?
为何要逼我说呢?
我说了你又不信
那么我真的很伤心
所以
很多很多东西
我都喜欢不发表意见
不说话
因为我讨厌被人
怀疑
不相信
搞到自己很好笑那样
我学会了
不关我的事不要说话比较好
不关我的事别理那么多比较好

昨天看了一篇文章
为什么女生不敢再爱了
我很认同里面写的东西
因为我也是那样想
我不想再去喜欢还是爱一个人了
因为我真的不知道那天
什么时候什么时刻
会在被人甩
我不喜欢那种心痛的感觉
男生在第一眼看见女生
可能就已经喜欢上她了
但女生可能还不喜欢他
当女生喜欢男生了
男生却爱上了女生
当女生爱上了
男生却离开了
我有很多这样的经验
所以我累了
这次真的累了

我曾经真的很厌倦了
看到太多太多男生的嘴脸
不过我还相信
又不一样的男生
我真的以为
一是我再次相信了爱情
他让我学会了很多
也让我知道我是多么白痴及天真

我总觉得
男生不需要给我任何承诺
往往承诺就是再分开时让人伤心
因为多数男生都做不到那些承诺
女生也是
说是多么容易

我真的看到累了

Saturday, August 7, 2010

PS:I m Nt a LENG LUI


As u c
i m nt a LENG LUI
but....
i m who i m
i m a special individual
y?!!
bcs nobody will same wit me
mayb somewhr else hv a ppl similar wit me
bt at here
i assume tat
nobody similar wit me

i koe i m nt a leng lui
i m jz a normal gal in tis world

bt i hv 2 mui mui
tat owes support me
i m so glab
they r emiko n jian lin

n i hv 3 gud frenz tat oso owes support me
they r
thye
my dear huey teng
n tkp
thx u all..


Friday, August 6, 2010

the mask 面具

the sky 2day..

i thk tat ppl wearing the mask r quite suffer 1
u cnt even laugh or cry out loudly
even u laugh 
mayb u r pretending u r hapi
y ppl wan 2 pretending urself
every1 oso is a faker
try 2 pretend urself
when onli u can show us the real 1?
u wont sy out wat u r thking
n wat happen 2 u

if u scare hurt by other ppl
den u gt thk abt u r hurting ppl nw?

i m a faker..
i owes pretending i m hapi
ya~
bt in fact sometime have someting affect my mood
bt i still can laugh out loudly
tis is me
real 1
i wont trying 2 hurt some1
cz i koe the pain

Hope every1 beside me 
will hapi owes..
dun pretending anymore..
bcs i m nt pretending anymore..
n i try 2 b myself
try 2 hapi
n try 2 b strong..

不觉的带着面具做人真的很辛苦
从来不会把真实的你
表露出来
要哭要笑
都不易定是真的你
那么真实的你呢?
害怕受伤所以带着面具?

人几时才能真正的笑
真正的哭
表露真正的你自己

所有东西堆积在心里
把心里围成墙壁
这样好吗?
不觉得很辛苦吗?
做人真的要带着这副面具吗?
每天伪装自己
几时才能卸下你的面具
做一个快乐的人?

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

my mind full of.................


my mind
full of the information
tat i got frm a guy
i koe i m so silly
bsc walk till nw
u still by my side
bt u dun wan sy out anyting
tis is ur decision
i cnt change
bt i really curious 2 koe all
i koe i m so silly
still lik u..
bt i try my best ady...
nw....
i dun wan myself b so silly
jz focus on my study btr...
gambateh^^

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I m who i m


Jz lik wat u c
i m who i m
i m CH
a normal gal
i m nt a extraordinary gal
nt a leng lui
i jz who i m
i m trying 2 b myself
no nid c all those ppl faces
no nid bother u all so much
other ppl's ting
i wont bother
wont sy anymore

I m CH
rmb
i m nt other ppl
pls dun simply judge me 
if u duno me at all
n i dun wan 2 b a nice 
n gud gal anymore
i m silly 
b gud 2 all ppls
bt nt all ppl will treat me gud too
so wat 4 i b a nice gal?!

Monday, August 2, 2010

~duno~

i look lik ntg happen
n still continue my life
try 2 b hapi
tis is me
all the ting hiding in my heart
no nid sy out
dun wan sy out
bcs
i really dun wan ppl bcs of me
den they r nt hapi

1 ting wan 2 share at here
thx my mui
jian lin
she help me do the heading finally..
she is so gud...
bcs i tell her i jealous she make 4 emiko 
no make 4 me
swt..
i m so bad...
hehex

thx mui

Sunday, August 1, 2010

my little frenz


2day is a tough day 2 me
mny sad ting happen
n so stress
i cry out
long time no cry ady
i full so stress
n i found tat
tis world so fake
so selfish
i saw it
i saw it
bt luckily 
nt u my frenzs
all the times help me
all the times support me
all the time bring me hapiness
so gud
my frenz...
thx u~~

my frenz~
thye zhe hui
although he is bz wit his works
he can still chat wit me
when i sad
n oso giv me support 
n suggestion
n oso help me a lots
thx.....

my frenz~
huey teng
q little gal
oso help me a lots
n supporting me
although she in kl nw
n oso bz
she will still helping me

gan dong le me~~
thx
u all!!!!