Duno y..gt tis weird feeling..
feel so sad..
so mei an quan gan
feel lik i wan go home..
miss daddy.mummy,gorgor n a boy
it is so annoying..
y lik tis..
i feel lik i m nt suit in everywhr
so sad..
wat cn i do..?
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
At home
Jz try 2 b hapi
b wat i suppose 2 b
finally
i come bec 2 sgmt again..
bcs of 1 week holiday
miz here a lots
mny ting had change
sgmt~i Mizz u a lots
Thursday, October 20, 2011
ok~watever
i koe i dun hv a smilling face..
i m hated by ppl when they c me
i koe..i m nt as gud as other
i m not socialize
so wat..
i m who i m..
try 2 b socialize a bit
i koe..
bt the fact cnt change
watever u all had done 2 me~!
i will rmb it
i m damn pek cek
n i duno wat is the reason cuase all of tis~~!!!??
make me fuxk-ing annoying
somemore u keep on asking the same ting
ppl dun wan tell u
den u keep quiet lah
some more u koe ppl talking abt u
still come n ask
n sy those fuxk-ing ting 2 me
damn..
u wan 2 hv more frenz
go ahead
n U
dun understand me
dun wat is my feeling
den u keep scolding me~~!
y dun u stand at my side n thk
wat is ur feeling??~~
i m damn bloody sad~~!!
u all judge me as i m a damn fuck-ing bad ppl
dun wan 2 b frenz 2 me
i koe
facee prob
i koe u all sooooooo realistic
fuck off
go away~~!!
U!!!!!! as my closest ppl...
plssssssssssss
dun dun dun even sy me lik tat
if nt i thk i will go n commit suicide~!!
thr will b the hardest n worst week 2 me~~!!
saw n experience those fucking bad ting..~~!!!!
Sunday, September 18, 2011
[[来到Kl的生活]]
来到这里已经第三天了
今天跟以往一样
都下着雨哦~~
心情依然很复杂~~！！
说什么长那么大还没什么离开过家里
不过这次比之前去NS的时候好得多了
之前去NS 超伤心的
现在好很多了~！
真的要开始学习自立
开始学习一个人了
我已不再是小孩子了~~
好快
眨眼就长大了~~
Friday, September 2, 2011
decisioin 2 make
其实，
我自己也不清楚自己心里想什么
我也不了解我自己是个怎样的人
这样很傻眼吧~
那么我到底要什么呢？
跟着感觉走
但是，
我的心好像没什么感觉
我到底要怎样？没有感觉怎么跟着走呢？
我好像让你们觉得很辛苦~
好奇怪叻~
那么我要怎样~
没人逼得了我
但是~~
好像不能那样
一定要做决定~~
可是~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
我的决定是？？？~~
Thursday, September 1, 2011
me n my bro
Tis time went 2 kampar,perak
I had a new experience
Although it is quite tired
Bt~
I still enjoy it
Eat a lot of ting~
N go 2 a hot spring
Some more go 2 the gua tempurung
Haha
It is quite tired 4 me 2 climb it
Cz I m a gal tat does nt exercise owes
haha
entrance of gua tempurung
gua tempurung
gua tempurung
gua tempurung
TOW=??
Love shape cave hole...
so mny ppl wan eat 芽菜鸡
bread?chicken??
Photo take at garden of kanpar whr student live 1
Thursday, June 2, 2011
my future
Wat is my future
I really duno
Wat will happen in my future..
I oso duno..
Den I nid 2 do decision 4 my future??!!
I thk it is hard..
I cnt predict wat will happen
I duno whether do lik tis is best for me?
Den I can do lik tat??
Hope it is right….
I thk every1 is an entrepreneur
BCS v all are risk taker…hehehe (=.=)
By~QV
Sunday, May 29, 2011
My lovely bro had been in tangkak 4 1 week ady~~Miss him a lot..T^T
So take tis chance 2 go tangkak 2 visit him..
Happy~~!!
His college seem lik btr than wat I image..hehe
Actually it is quite nice..~~
He bcome darker jorr…
Sum tong…
Den v had a walk in his college..
Quite mny ppl …quite nice..
I had took some pic..^^
Some more take pic wit boy boy too..
After tat v brought him out 2 had a lunch..
Den brought him bec 2 college n sitting at the down floor n chatting..
Miss him a lot..T^T..
Next week he will coming bec..yeah~~
Gambateh boy boy..
Miss you…!!!#12
Melaka trip
Yeah..ytd I was going 2 melaka AGAIN..Bt tis time gt a bit different..
Bcs of the bus ticket finished buy by other ppl
Den v sit express 2 tangkak n den sit those local bus 2 melaka
Tis was a long journey..
Sit at tat bus abt 2hrs only reach Melaka @@..
It was tiring..
When v reach thr v sit those local bus AGAIN to pahlawan..
1st ting v did was go eat!!
V all ady very HUNGRY!!
After eat, MJ asked me brought e 2 toilet..jz as wat v plan..
Bcs v wan 2 celebrate birthday v her
I still worry she will nt follow me 2 toilet at the beginning..BT she agreed to go wit me when I ASK HER!!
Lol…den I try 2 brought her 2 a far far toilet..
Den went 2 toilet as slow as I could
Den try 2 make up at the toilet n ask her wait..wahaha
Den go bec 2 the restaurant I oso took a long cut 2 go thr..wahaha
Bad lah me~~bt the plan had change..@@
Den jz follow wat they planned lo..
Den v divided 2 2group den v go shopping..
V was worry abt wat v nid 2 buy 4 her..
Lol..den wat v planned r so successful..bcs E didn’t realesed that v wan 2 celebrate wit her..
Wahahaha…
After tat v continue 2 walk 2 jonger walk..
N find ting 2 buy
Wahaha…
After tat,v all r very tired..
Some still wan shopping den they go shop
Tired ppl all sit at the café..hehe
After tat v go bec home..
It was a tired day
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
hapi birthday 2 me
Hapi birthday 2 myself
My birthday ady passed
Bt nw I only come 2 update my blog..
Wahahaha
It is quite LATE!!!!!
Lol…
I hv a nice birthday tis yr
Last yr oso nice…bt unfortunate my frenz Vickie cnt celebrate wit me tis yr
Sad sad
She was going 2 a sweet trip..ya..hope she had a sweet trip..
Tis yr I ATE A LOT of CAKE!!
Omg…
I really bcome fatter n fatter..hehex^^
Tis is wat Thye said lah…
Bt the important 1 is ENJOY…
Tis yr my secondary school frenzs…celebrate wit me
V gt some time didn’t meet each other(some lah)
Really nice 2 meet them all…^^
V ate ting at Amour 1st
Den v go fun fair 2 ply..
Wahaha
Long time didn’t go thr ady
Bt it is quite expensive tis time..
Go in nid 2 buy a ticket..It cost me RM4
Den wan 2 ply those games inside
Nid token
1 token cost RM2!!!lol
Some more it nid mny tokens 2 ply @@
Bt oso gt ply lah…
Have fun mah…
Den my frenz Ah Ling n her husband won a tiger 4 me…
WOW…!! I m so shock when they took the tiger 4 me…
I really duno wat 2 do
Except laughing n sy very paiseh leh..wahaha..stupid me!!!
After that v went bec home lo..
It is 12a.m
My birthday ady finished…
Den 2nd day, I went out wit Thye
V bought 3 pieces of Secret Receipi Cake 2 eat
Wahaha…so full n so “song”
Wahaha… Den v sing k till 11++ only go home…
It was fun although I lost my voice…^^
I thk it is enuf 4 me
Bcs… 2 me…celebrate my birthday no nid so mny tings…
Only nid some real frenz sit 2gether chatting
Den I will happy ady
No nid other tings…enuf liao…
I really didn’t expected tis yr will ENJOY like tis…
Bcs 2 me my birthday I lik 2 b quiet n peace den ok jorrr…
N no nid so mny celebration
I want HEART but nt FAKE 1 lah…
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
i love my style
hehex...
jz wan 2 sy
i love myself
although i m nt VERY PRETTY
nt VERY SPECIAL
bt~~~~
i koe who m i
i m who i m
dun bother wat u all sy
although gt ppl sy
hey qv
u bcome more pretty jorr
i will ans:ya o??thx ya..
bt i koe...
bcs i look prettier a bit
den ppl try 2 b frenz wit me
bt~~~
i koe tis kind of ppl
i onli treat them as a normal normal frenz...
bcs they r faker..
wahahaha....
try 2 b more confident
try 2 break the wall tat i hv...
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
a trip 2 melaka
i had fun wit yung kuan n thye at melaka
1st day...
v go yk uni college tat is mmu 2 c the performance tat prepare by yk n his frenz
tat show quite nice...
i saw mny frenz at thr too^^
2nd day
v go n walk walk n ply
oso take pic..^^
somemore go eat the mny nice food
hehex^^
den v go sing k..sing abt 5 hrs???!!!
omg
my sound totally gone..wahahah
n veri tired
den v go bec at the 3rd day
bcs the bus is 3pm
so v go shopping lo..hehe^^
Sunday, April 3, 2011
~~~~~~~~~~~
其实我真的觉得我很奇怪
其实我真的没后悔爱上你
你改变了我
我真的很感谢你
如果没有遇见你，我会是怎样？
但是我遇见了你。。
你带给我很多伤心与开心。。
我希望我只记得开心的而已~~
不过也把我变成了一个奇怪的人
把我的口味全改变了
我也不知道如何去面对前面的路
没有你
我变得很软弱
我也不知道为什么我会喜欢成熟型的男生
现在我真的只想找一个成熟可依靠的男友
其他的我真的接受不了
到目前为止我还没遇到另一个人
也不知道会不会遇到
所以我宁愿不拍拖
因为我不想玩弄别人
更不想去尝试
我怕，我真的很害怕这个感觉
你的离开让我很不知所措
我知道我要往前看
不要往后看
所以我选择单身
这样是最好的
不需要太多的解释
就算你回来
我可能也必须考虑很久
因为我很害怕
我害怕再次突然被人抛弃
害怕我再一次要用很久很久的时间来复原
我知道被伤害的感觉
所以我真的不想再去伤害其他人
看着自己那么脆弱
那么傻
我自己都觉得很好笑呢
真是一个笑话
有人说的很对
我真的觉得他说的很对
可是我觉得我不会像他所说的去做
我很害怕，害怕极了
没人知道
那么我就这样就好了
心里很乱
整个人很乱
我发觉我变笨了变傻了。。。。
我真的没事了
大家，我只想发泄我的心情一下下
你看到了也别太在意
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
can i???
can i thk lik tat??
i really duno
y he sometime will lik tat..
make me duno hw
it is a weird feeling..
it seem close
bt i thk it is far far far away...
it is such a bad day
suppose tat i will b hapi
suppose tat all will b as wat expected
bt
i thk wrong ady
y???
bcs my hp spoil ady
make me so pek cek
jz repair 3 months onli
den spoil again
den i m sick..
omg...
make me so so so so uncomfortable...
so...........
i m nt hapi nw...
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