Friday, February 12, 2010

unfair

i really hope i cn die nw
everytime ppl ask me
y u so high everyday
y u so hapi
bt they didnt koe
abt me
if i didnt hapi nw
after when home
i will nt hapi
n even veri depress
i hate my home
i hate those unfair
n wat my mum did 2 me
i koe
tis world hv mny unfair
bt even in my house oso hv
tis make me veri suffer
she owes sy y i treat my frenz so gud
cz they wont hurt me
n wont do those ting 2 hurt me
sy those ting 2 hurt me
they support me
bt wat she do..
jz keep scold me
hurt me
i almost crazy rite nw
really
i jz try 2 find some ways 2 let the stress come out
make me feel more comfortable
i ask myself dun cry
although it is hard
bt in my heart i koe
tis house giv me mny pain
i ady koe wat i do
wat i sy wont hv ppl support n trust 1
so..
i wont sy anymore
sy out onli will get scold
den y i sy?
i m nt stupid
bt they thk i m stupid
i jz wan 2 live in my world
i hate sunday
bsc sunday owes make me sad
make  me cry
make me wanna crazy
i duno hw long i cn live in tis house...
i scare i will gone crazy next min..
i m trying ady
try ady....
dun cry...dun cry..
b4 i still gt my bf 2 support n console
den i cn gone through tis
bt nw..nno ady..
i duno hw i cnt wale..

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