sad~

sometimes
i really dun wan myself sad u koe??
bt wat cn i do??
when ppl sy those ting..
me suddenly feel sad
i cnt control 1..
n even my mum oso lik tat..
i really hate here..
duno wat cn i do..
n really enough ady..
sad enough
if she keep on lik tis
i will going crazy

蛤？？什么？

今天

第三学期的第一天

累~

为什么呢？

才去一下就回家了

==

累掉

不过还好

过后跟朋友去喝茶

这样还蛮不错

给我认识到一个新朋友

今天

我不在静静不说话了

哈哈

我也不知道

今天是怎么了

心很痛

很痛

我？？

怎么了？？

不懂

讨厌这种感觉

真的很讨厌

我最不喜欢这种感觉

让我心情很糟

==

想好好休息了

CNY

tis yr cny nt same wit b4
y?
i hv mny activities
i went 2 my sibling's house
n go kuatan 2gether
n play
den my face red red
cz sun burn
n i really bz
haha
n i met mny frenz tat long time no met
really hapi n glad
i hv a hapi cny..
bt oso hv few mins is sad 1
quarrel wit my mum again
duno y
hard 2 sy
dun wan sy la
i jz wan 2 find a ppl tat cn support me n listen all my murmur
haiz
hard lah
if no ppl support
i thk i will hard 2 survive lo..
life really tough
i will listen thye sy
tis is my life
go through it..

unfair

i really hope i cn die nw
everytime ppl ask me
y u so high everyday
y u so hapi
bt they didnt koe
abt me
if i didnt hapi nw
after when home
i will nt hapi
n even veri depress
i hate my home
i hate those unfair
n wat my mum did 2 me
i koe
tis world hv mny unfair
bt even in my house oso hv
tis make me veri suffer
she owes sy y i treat my frenz so gud
cz they wont hurt me
n wont do those ting 2 hurt me
sy those ting 2 hurt me
they support me
bt wat she do..
jz keep scold me
hurt me
i almost crazy rite nw
really
i jz try 2 find some ways 2 let the stress come out
make me feel more comfortable
i ask myself dun cry
although it is hard
bt in my heart i koe
tis house giv me mny pain
i ady koe wat i do
wat i sy wont hv ppl support n trust 1
so..
i wont sy anymore
sy out onli will get scold
den y i sy?
i m nt stupid
bt they thk i m stupid
i jz wan 2 live in my world
i hate sunday
bsc sunday owes make me sad
make  me cry
make me wanna crazy
i duno hw long i cn live in tis house...
i scare i will gone crazy next min..
i m trying ady
try ady....
dun cry...dun cry..
b4 i still gt my bf 2 support n console
den i cn gone through tis
bt nw..nno ady..
i duno hw i cnt wale..

oh ya

oh yeah
finished my job ady
no nid work lo
hapi..
yesterday really angry
tat stupid gal make me wanna hit her
she so shit
haiz
bt i oso tahan lo..
if nt mny ting happen
i oso dun wan lah
=.=
bt my pity frenz still wan face her
omg
cham
hope all will b fine..

surprise

so shock when listen tat
they all at sgmt nw
n find me go out eat lunch 2gether
really hapi
2day no nid eat lunch myself
n cn meet my frenz
really hapi..
n  glab 2 c them


everyday seem lik the same
ntg special
bt tis type of life gonna stop lo
left 2 days
after 2 days
all will bcome nt same ady
i dun wan c tat suck gal anymore
gud


n i realize tat tis world gt mny kinds of gal
mny gals cheating guy's $
n mny guy really "stupid"
giv gal cheat $
n tat gal nt his gf..
omg
really stupid
haiz

tis few days

tis few days
really tired
all the time pass so faz
so rush
everyday rushing ting
haha
bt no customers
so...
boring at thr
bt cn earn some $ ok lah
haha^^
money face lo me..
everyday do the same ting
really hw 2 sy?
enjoy
a little bit lah
i hope i cn enjoy everyday
every mins
i hope i cn b hapi


2day
i c bec all the sweet msg
time passes so faz
those hapi ting ady was few months lo
i still feel sweet when c bec
bt me n u
ady are 2 different particular
.................
haha
nvm
i still enjoy
still hapi when c tat
gud memories 4 me

life

mny gud ting n bad ting happen in my life
hapi n sad
everyday i meet mny ppl
i make mny choices
n decide wat 2 do everyday
i try 2 control my life
wat i wan
wat i nid
wat cn make me hapi
i m trying
bt sometime i koe
mny ting wont under my control
so i choose 2 solve it immediately
n try 2 make myself hapi
sometime
i really feel tired
bt..
i really still missing him..
sometime cnt treat 1
i koe wat i tell emiko
bt..
love is nt under my control
i m controlling wat i really wan
i koe wat he wan
i koe wat v nid 2 do nw

too over

wat the hell
i m veri tired
shit
bsc of tat gal!!!
she act lik she is the tauke
she act lik she is the manager
she act lik she is senior


wtf
she was nt all of tis
she jz a worker lik us
den y she keep asking us do those work
cleaning
wash toilet
den wat she do?
sitting at thr
so gud
n serve customers
dun let us serve
ask us go clean up!
wat she do??
she jz mop a floor onli
ppl who mop the floor nid 2 wash the toilet
bt wat she do
she ask my frenz ask me go wash
wtf
me sweep the floor
clean the the bulbs
n fans
all!!!!
wat she do?
she standing at thr c
omg~
wat a NICE gal!!
all job v do
n after v finish
she den ask us do other job
quess wat
v start clean at 10a.m
finish clean all the fans n bulbs at 1someting
den come bec at 2 someting
n clean up till 4 someting
wat she do at tat time
sitting front thr
ntg 2 do
sitting
den v finish clean up
den she start 2 choose shoes n ask us go find the shoes
y dun she do tat by herself?
nvm


v jz do
dun wan trouble onli
if v sy out
i thk u will die in front of me
jz acting lik she was the tauke!
i hate her!
if i cn
i muz slap her
my hand veri pain nw
dun try 2 bully us
u thk u older than me?
no
same age wit me onli
pls dun owes wear lik 20++
25++
u thk u veri pretty!
shit
kns
v r ppl too!!!

1st day

2day
1st day go bec 2 work
seem lik mny ting duno hw 2 do ady
duno hw 2 serve
hw 2 do tis n tat
jz learn
n listen hw they serve
den i use it
wahaha^^
bt feel sad
cz i thk i m useless
haiz
quite tired
cz nt enough slp leh
panda eyes so geng
wuwu
bt i still lik tat
keep taking pic
wahaha

me n my frenz

thx my frenz

frenz r really important 2 a ppl
they allow u 2 share everyting 2 them
watever is hapi or sad
u cn share wit them
they will care abt u
let u hapi..
let u sad somtime
bt a true frenz will really care n do anyting 4 u
although v nw all at different place..
different life 
different frenz around
bt i koe v still care each other
still hapi 2 meet each other
still hope cn meat each other
i m so hapi
i koe v cnt owes meet
bt u all inside my heart ady

sometime v even dun hv 2 time 2 contact n chat

sometime ppl will sy all change ady

nt lik b4 ady

bt i hope tis wont happen..

u all treat me so gud

teach me so mny ting

thx..

n a frenz tat really didnt change

still lik secondary school...

so gud 2 me

teach me mny ting

help me mny ting

                                                  

thye

u r still my gud frenz..

owes helping me

yesterday u koe i m nt hapi

den u chat wit me

after tat i really hapi ady..

i glad i hv u as my frenz!!~~

                                                      

jian ping

my ex..

u still treat me so gud..

when i hv prob

i find u

if u free u will reply me

although u owes sy u cnt help me anyting

bt sometime u do help me

i koe i owes hv prob

n owes go find u

i m so sry

i hope didnt make u feel me annoying

thx u..

a nice gal..

owes nice 2 ppl..

n hv same situation wit me b4..

wahaha

is a nice frenz 2 me

my 2 little mui

they oso my gud frenz too

c them hapi

den enough

                                                   

i koe her through on9

she quite nice quite gud 1

thx her 2...

finally the ppl i koe in college

thx u all too

第十二届拉曼学院柔佛分院大专生社区服务团

                                 

v hv so mny hapi memory

v bcome so gud

bcome gud frenz

experience so mny ting 2gether

i hope v still cn b gud frenz till v graduate..

after graduate too

wahaha..

thx u all

@#$%^%$#@

bad mood..

pls lah..

those ppl tat too free

n ntg 2 do 1..pls lah

stop u r stupid act

stop all tis..

u all thk funny

bt other ppl nt

n suddenly lik tis make ppl veri angry

stop nw~~!!

stop all the k2 acting

i really mad tis time..