lazy gal

i m a LAZY gal~~

lazy~~

lazy study

dun wan study

c those note

so mny ting wan momerise

wah

more lazy

omg~~

@@

i m lazy gal

tmr FA test~

i m still here

lazy nia

i m weird

i m a weird gal..

i koe wat i wan

i koe the consequence

so i cnt accept

i reject..

i felt i m a bad gal..

i jz dun wan 2 waste ur time

so....

i m confusing

n i oso dun wan tat incident happen again

i cnt afford tat...

~~

sometime i really feel

tis world nt everyting is fair

n nt everyting v cn control

someting ady fixed when v born

sometime i feel so useless

i cnt do or cnt control

all the ting happen around me

i cnt do anyting

feel so bad

i onli can c the ting happen

sad

or cry...

damn hate tis feeling

BOOM

my head really wan BOOM ady

tis few days

my head so pain

pain till i cnt even focus~

den i m sick

i wan 2 vomit when eat 

feel slppy when study

n my head

really make me cnt thk

luckily 2day test quite easy

except 4 the calculation

if nt

i really wan go commit suicide ady

cz i no time n mood 2 memorise

so mny ting

den make me feel stress

mon

1 more sub

taxation

hope the same situation wont come again...

hv a gud rest

yesterday

really a tough day 4 me

i had a  headache

i m sick

bcs nt enough slp

bt yesterday hv MAF test

omg~~

bt luckily i oso koe hw 2 do

n can finish it

den nite

i went out wit my dear frenz

thye...

really hapi when met him

i cnt stop talking n sharing my story

haha

he so patient

listen all my funny story

thx him so much

v go 2 had a dinner n chat

den go sing k

v sing abt 1 n half hour 

i lost my voice

hehex

really fun n hapi

den v went 2 limteh n continue talking

long time no so relax n enjoy

i cn talk abt wat i wan 2 talk

i m a normal gal

i m a normal gal

really normal

v a normal face

normal height

n normal weight

i oso lik other gal

nid ppl love me

nid ppl sayang me

nid ppl care me

i oso nid a ppl

listen 2 me

[[ normal thking ]]

i m nt a god too

i cant  control my feeling

sad,hapi

all i cnt control

i koe

i no nid bother so much 

wat ppl sy

wat ppl thk abt me

bt i mind if my best frenz r sying me

weird theory...

yesterday

gt a ppl told me

faker will live longer 

than ppl tat owes wan 2 koe the truth

den...i will die faz?

wahaha..

i duno..

bt i really hate 2 b fake

or b frenz wit faker

i really duno y they r so fake..

wahaha..

bt important is..i m who i m..

no nid bother them y lik tat btr..

jz do my best

i hate 2 c them acting in front of me

so...next time if my frenz ask faker out..

dun ask me out..

let i will angry...

hehex^^

yesterday

a frenz oso told me

tis world gt mny guy

willing 2 cheat by gal..

haha..

i gt saw so mny cases

i agree

bt y they willing?

i duno...

confuse

mayb those gal r gud 2 them??

mayb..

tis make me rmb 1 sentence 

guy lik bad gal...^^

i m a gud gal..

so guy dun lik..XD

ubs

really make me faint

when c ubs

bcs i took tis sub myself

den  nid study by myself....

den i really thk tat it is easy 2 me

bt it is not

me almost spoil my books n laptop 

bcs i cnt balance the figure~~

tis is the worst ting

n i hate it

i really panic yesterday

bcs 2day is ubs exam~~!!

bt after sit 4 the exam

i feel relax

cz i still can handled

bt i use logical thking 

so i oso duno rite or nt

bt nw...

relax..

wed

maf~

so mny chap

wait 4 die..^^

paiseh nia~

真的是很paiseh叻

我这个人

真的不是很会跟人相处

尤其是长辈

因为很多时候我都不知道要跟他们说什么

说笑有很奇怪

那么要说什么呢？

我就是人际关系不好叻

所以昨天我真的超级无敌的paiseh

要晕咯

气氛很僵咯

还好我朋友有事先跟我说

我然我会当场傻眼

zzz

hey~get lost~

when u had me

y u duno hw 2 appreciate me?

when u lost me

onli u koe hw 2 appreciate me??!!

wahaha

funny..

sy wat
 nw onli koe i m gud...

i wan vomit when listen this kind of rubbish

den ppl dun wan reply ur msg

n dun wan ans ur phone 4 a few months..

n even change number dun wan tell u

tis mean wat?

ppl dun wan bother u

u r annoying 

u koe tat??!!

u cant sense tat??~

somemore ppl block u in fb 

u still duno wat happen?

u msg me y u cnt find me??~

omg~

so funny..

y u dun thk tat ppl dun wan bother u

dun wan chat v u

n y u dun thk tat u r annoying

omg~

get lost frm my life~

get lost frm my phone!!!!!

go find some1 else "play" wit u

dun wan come n find me anymore!

so annoying

Meaningful day

yesterday was MJ borthday

v planned 2 let her shock when c us

v go 2 her hostel

n ask her bf bring her go eat dinner

den v go in her room wit the cake v buy

den when she come in her room

v all shout

wahaha

she really shock

v r successful~

hehex

den v go limteh at The Bean thr

v keep chatting n photo-ing

hehex

den v go sing k...

after tat

v at the road thr keep photo-ing

so funny....

wat is frenz

2 me

wat is a frenz mean 2 me

erm..

a frenz is a ppl tat

u koe he/she

u can talk,joke..

n a ppl tat u nid 2 bcareful

cz sometime

he/she is using u

n mayb he/she can oso jk n talk wit u

bt they treat u as ntg

n even sy bad ting in front of u

critic u

omg~

he/she thk who he/she is??

funny~

sometime

those critic r funny

y he/she thk u r wrong?

y he/she didnt thk abt his/herself

wahaha

so funny

sometime when u still hv value

they will treat u gud

when u dun hv value

they wont bother u anymore

so, i oso will pretend n acting

REAL frenz

2 me real frenz

they r those ppl

tat i trust

n i wont pretend

hw mny real frenz i hv?

i duno

bt real frenz r less 

most ppl r faker

谎言

很可笑的这世界

很多人总是叫你发表意见

还是叫你告诉他一些东西

往往呢

你说出来了

却没人想要相信你说的话

真可笑

那么为何要我说呢？

为何要逼我说呢？

我说了你又不信

那么我真的很伤心

所以

很多很多东西

我都喜欢不发表意见

不说话

因为我讨厌被人

怀疑

不相信

搞到自己很好笑那样

我学会了

不关我的事不要说话比较好

不关我的事别理那么多比较好

昨天看了一篇文章

为什么女生不敢再爱了

我很认同里面写的东西

因为我也是那样想

我不想再去喜欢还是爱一个人了

因为我真的不知道那天

什么时候什么时刻

会在被人甩

我不喜欢那种心痛的感觉

男生在第一眼看见女生

可能就已经喜欢上她了

但女生可能还不喜欢他

当女生喜欢男生了

男生却爱上了女生

当女生爱上了

男生却离开了

我有很多这样的经验

所以我累了

这次真的累了

我曾经真的很厌倦了

看到太多太多男生的嘴脸

不过我还相信

又不一样的男生

我真的以为

一是我再次相信了爱情

他让我学会了很多

也让我知道我是多么白痴及天真

我总觉得

男生不需要给我任何承诺

往往承诺就是再分开时让人伤心

因为多数男生都做不到那些承诺

女生也是

说是多么容易

我真的看到累了

PS:I m Nt a LENG LUI

As u c

i m nt a LENG LUI

but....

i m who i m

i m a special individual

y?!!

bcs nobody will same wit me

mayb somewhr else hv a ppl similar wit me

bt at here

i assume tat

nobody similar wit me

i koe i m nt a leng lui

i m jz a normal gal in tis world

bt i hv 2 mui mui

tat owes support me

i m so glab

they r emiko n jian lin

n i hv 3 gud frenz tat oso owes support me

they r

thye

my dear huey teng

n tkp

thx u all..

the mask 面具

the sky 2day..

i thk tat ppl wearing the mask r quite suffer 1

u cnt even laugh or cry out loudly

even u laugh 

mayb u r pretending u r hapi

y ppl wan 2 pretending urself

every1 oso is a faker

try 2 pretend urself

when onli u can show us the real 1?

u wont sy out wat u r thking

n wat happen 2 u

if u scare hurt by other ppl

den u gt thk abt u r hurting ppl nw?

i m a faker..

i owes pretending i m hapi

ya~

bt in fact sometime have someting affect my mood

bt i still can laugh out loudly

tis is me

real 1

i wont trying 2 hurt some1

cz i koe the pain

Hope every1 beside me 

will hapi owes..

dun pretending anymore..

bcs i m nt pretending anymore..

n i try 2 b myself

try 2 hapi

n try 2 b strong..

不觉的带着面具做人真的很辛苦

从来不会把真实的你

表露出来

要哭要笑

都不易定是真的你

那么真实的你呢？

害怕受伤所以带着面具？

人几时才能真正的笑

真正的哭

表露真正的你自己

所有东西堆积在心里

把心里围成墙壁

这样好吗？

不觉得很辛苦吗？

做人真的要带着这副面具吗？

每天伪装自己

几时才能卸下你的面具

做一个快乐的人？

my mind full of.................

my mind

full of the information

tat i got frm a guy

i koe i m so silly

bsc walk till nw

u still by my side

bt u dun wan sy out anyting

tis is ur decision

i cnt change

bt i really curious 2 koe all

i koe i m so silly

still lik u..

bt i try my best ady...

nw....

i dun wan myself b so silly

jz focus on my study btr...

gambateh^^

I m who i m

Jz lik wat u c

i m who i m

i m CH

a normal gal

i m nt a extraordinary gal

nt a leng lui

i jz who i m

i m trying 2 b myself

no nid c all those ppl faces

no nid bother u all so much

other ppl's ting

i wont bother

wont sy anymore

I m CH

rmb

i m nt other ppl

pls dun simply judge me 

if u duno me at all

n i dun wan 2 b a nice 

n gud gal anymore

i m silly 

b gud 2 all ppls

bt nt all ppl will treat me gud too

so wat 4 i b a nice gal?!

~duno~

i look lik ntg happen

n still continue my life

try 2 b hapi

tis is me

all the ting hiding in my heart

no nid sy out

dun wan sy out

bcs

i really dun wan ppl bcs of me

den they r nt hapi

1 ting wan 2 share at here

thx my mui

jian lin

she help me do the heading finally..

she is so gud...

bcs i tell her i jealous she make 4 emiko 

no make 4 me

swt..

i m so bad...

hehex

thx mui

my little frenz

2day is a tough day 2 me

mny sad ting happen

n so stress

i cry out

long time no cry ady

i full so stress

n i found tat

tis world so fake

so selfish

i saw it

i saw it

bt luckily 

nt u my frenzs

all the times help me

all the times support me

all the time bring me hapiness

so gud

my frenz...

thx u~~

my frenz~

thye zhe hui

although he is bz wit his works

he can still chat wit me

when i sad

n oso giv me support 

n suggestion

n oso help me a lots

thx.....

my frenz~

huey teng

q little gal

oso help me a lots

n supporting me

although she in kl nw

n oso bz

she will still helping me

gan dong le me~~

thx

u all!!!!